JENNIHER SECRET

hmm..i think tis is d topic tat many ppl wish to noe bout me..haha..2day i will share wit u all a part of it..another part will be privacy n confidental..cos is sensitive issue…keke..many friend ask me tat why until now i stil untouchable?why i can tahan 4 such a long time?why until now i stil single but not availabe?…acualy i also dunno why..haha..maybe haven’t meet my soulmate yet….of cos i wish tat my first love will be d last love..but i noe nowadays is hard…..but if one day my heart tells me tat he is d one..then maybe i will end my single life..

             yup,it is true tat there is numberous of guys tat confess his love wit me b4..my frien say tat maybe tis is d cause tat i dun hv bf now..maybe too many choices..hmm..i not sure bout tat…love mater is hard to say…i think all tis based on faith..just being natural..maybe d time haven’t reach yet…

         hmm,wat i can remember is last year, a few day b4 i depart to genting.. got a frien,”wh”.He is such a romantic guy.he confess his love to me at tanjung puteri melaka,is a seaside.tat time is sunset…n he confess his love to me at tat moment…ya..he realy look serious tat time..tat moment i quite shock n nervous acualy…n i just listen to wat he trying to say..but at last i nvr accept..cos i just noe him for half year..although we same school for 5 years…but anyway we stil keep in touch until now…

              another guy is my classmate,’J',I accept his dedication when i form 3 i think..n his trying to confess through d msg..truly to say tat he is realy a nice guy..n loyal to love..he can love  a gal for such a long time…n keep waiting for her for a few year..realy appreaciate it…sum of my classmate tells me to think twice cos he is realy a nice guys…ya..i can’t denied bout it..but wish to say tat i realy got think b4 to accept him when he sms me,while i still working at genting tat time…he is a caring guy…i think seriously for a moment..but at last i change my mind..cos i scared my feeling to him wil lasting for a short moment..nowadays..when we hang out wit our classmate..we dun hav much to talk..maybe he quite silent..n  we also dunno wat topic we should talk about…keke..anyway i think communication is very important in any relationship…

                   another frien is,”J’,too….my schoolmate.he confess wit me b4 at form 2  i think…then last year when i work at genting..he came up to genting wit his family..n we hav a drink2gether..after we meet,he confess wit me inside d phone..n i quite surprise tat time…after tat he try to give me a call n sms me at nite..but i did not pick up d phone or reply any msg…cos i quite scared to face tis kind of relationship problem…n suddenly a girl give me a call…is d “J” online frien..she cry inside d phone n say tat d person tat love u is going to die soon..she call me give a call to”J” immediately…tat time i quite nervous..i can’t get through to him..n at last he answer my call..tat is first time i heard he cry inside d phone..he say tat he wan to commit suicide just now by eating pil..but his aunty stop him to do tat…wat make him do tat is he scared to loss me as frien..cos he dun hav many frien..bside tat,tat time got many thing happen in his life n his family…i can say tat his mood is realy down tat time…realy happy tat he is willing to share his secret wit me…realy appreaciate..just wish to let him noe tat u is a great guy..n sorry 4 nvr answer ur call tat time..anyway once we ar friend,4ever we ar…nowadays we stil got keep in touch but less,cos he is quite busy wit his job…hmm..anytime u need a frien to talk..can chat wit me..i might not a good adviser,but maybe i can be a good listener…^^

               got another guy which i wish to say thx to him.. panda bear..haha..thx 4 everything u do..come up to genting n visit me..help me to bring down d luggage..celebrate christmas 2gether..n thx 4 all d caring msg…although i nvr reply..but u stil keep msg me..thx 4 all d concern!!!!appreaciate…thx 4 being a great friend…hope u ar doing great there too….

                   For tis year,i nvr think much about love..just wish to focus in study…anyway tis is my sharing part…hope u all enjoy reading it..keke^^..oh ya..wat kind of guy i like???hmm..i think i like d guy which hav a close n good relationship wit his parents,kind n responsible…hmm..ok..gonna stop here..so hope tat everyone who read tis post will find ur true love n  hope tat ur relationship will last 4ever^^

                       ~sincerely~JEN

If you ever met someone that appeared to be charming, funny, tantalizing, and intelligent, it was probably an Aquarian. They usually live in their own minds, filled with a world of ideas.

Although they seem to possess a certain detached quality and may sometimes come across as removed from feelings, they are warm, outgoing, and very concerned with others. These Humanitarians often are wary of emotion and like to deal rationally with life.

Optimism is a big part of their nature, along with the knack of friendliness and the mastery of flirtation. If you want to get the Aquarians attention, you will need to intellectually stimulate them. Good conversation, including debates are a favorite past time of the Water Bearer. Open minded, Aquarius can accept criticism and understand others perceptions about things.

If you have a problem, they are always willing to listen, though after awhile, enough is enough. Tolerance is a big part of an Aquarians temperament. They are slow to take offense, never jealous and never over emotional.

When planning a date with an Aquarius, you don’t have to go out of your way to impress them. Just about anything pleases them. From sharing a picnic lunch to a candle lit dinner, Chinese or Mexican, it doesn’t matter, as long as variety is on the menu.

In time, a relationship can grow, built on trust. Never nag an Aquarius about a mistake. A mistake is unimportant to them, so don’t harp on it. If they are constantly told what is wrong, they will begin to feel unappreciated and the relationship can get rocky.

In any relationship, the Aquarian may find it hard to give of themselves but will always remain loyal and devoted to a worthy partner. When the Aquarius makes a promise, it’s usually never broken. However, if you become demanding, and critical, they may start to wonder elsewhere. They want a partner to share in the adventures, along with the challenges, that life has to offer. Life with them will never be boring.

When times get tough and you feel down,
good friends are hard to come by.
But down worry when i see you frown
I’ll be right by your side.

It may be a boy that breaks your heart
I promise, the pain will fade away
But don’t you worry I will do my part
To be there for you every day.

But perhaps its your parents that made you cry
They are the ones who have you upset
They don’t mean too make you have tears in your eyes
And on that i am sure to bet

And some times you just feel down and out
Just need a friend to on whom you can rely
Don’t worry we can talk about
Whatevers on your mind

You can call me even if it’s late
Or if I’m studying for a test
Even if you know, that I am on a date
To help I will do my best

Because your my friend you can rely on me
To get you through those bad times
As long as i can have the same guarantee
That you will be there for me

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Recently quite busy..until i dunno how to manage my time..feel tat i lack of time management..anyway i will try to work on it..nowadays,my schoolmate alwiz say tat i look blur..look different like b4…haha..yup..i agree too…dunno wat i am doing now..like lost d way..
17/08-i am very happy to meet my friend,elyse, again..can’t expect tat i wil meet her after two month both of us nvr meet wit each other..cos both also quite busy..haha..she give me a warm hugs suddenly…a friendship hugs..haha..n she feel very funny..
          at midnite..1 smth.. receive my best friend,Ye lin, msg..express her feeling to me tat she miss our form 5 trip a lot…our 5day 4 nite trip…the sweet memory is really unforgetable…n later all of us will separate after form 6..cos will go 4 further study in different places..hope we can 2gether organise a trip..after their STPM..
suddenly a warm tears came from my eye..dunno why…can’t express d feeling with word…maybe a strong relationship,a kind of friendship tat build between all of us…5sn and 5SI classmates…until now we still having gathering sometime….celebrate birthday..n hang out 2gether…feel so lucky to have all tis friend…hope our friendship will last 4ever….^.~a friend 4 life!

Best friend..is a kind of sincere friendship,who care u..comfort u when u ar sad,sharing d happiness wit u..best friend does not based on how many year we noe each other..but is how deep we noe each other n how much we love each other..

          still remember last year national day..when i stil working at genting,nvr bek to home town..i call my friend at malacca n countdown wit  her inside d phone..haha,is a kind of little bit like stupid action,but tat time is unforgettable moment 4 me..cos is very special n funny..but also quite touching…tat is bcos just wish to make our promise bcome true..to countdown 2gether..

         hmm…the amazing thing in our friendship is when we saw something like blue meteor star pass by in front of us when we lay down on the bridge at portugis settlement..is realy can’t believe..i thought tat only movie hav it..but it realy happen in real life..feel so lucky can make wish 2gether wit my best friend..at least we have tat kind of experience in our life..

         hmm,acualy i think i have 4 best friend in my life…dun wish to notice them…let them think themselves..wakaka…anyway just drop  a msg to let them noe tat..u all ar important in my life..no matter how far we ar,or how long we nvr meet wit each other…once we ar friend,4ever we are…friend 4 life!!!no matter best friend or just friend…u ar there 4 me..n i am here 4 u..